♥Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Everything just ended with a FULL STOP !
I can't bare to let you go but still, I can't stop you from leaving
This the decision you choose to
You said you can't bare to hurt me forever so you choose to hurt me now instead
as the pain for me is just for a moment but not for a long period of time
well, maybe that's true
Somehow I just wish to tell you that
can you just think positive?
Look into big picture instead of small one?!
I know you can't let go and you doesn't want to face the stress from others
so you chooses the easier option of letting me go without having to be pressurized by the majority
Well, I respect your decision, I set you free
I'll never be happy without you around to be by my side
I need you, but I know I can't have you
You say if without her & your parent around you would want to marry me now
It's hurt me lots by hearing this!
As you said, being friend you can keep me by your side forever
I'll leave & be your friend back.
Thankyou so much for letting me to have you to be by my side
even if just a short period of time
I cherish every moment with you
you use to be just a simple crush for me, now, I realized I'm in love with you!
I'm sorry, I'm unable to be there for you anymore, but my care are still around
I'm willing to cook for you always
I'll be your listening ear if you need someone there
I swear that I'd never felt regretted before, you bring lots of fun & laughter in my life
with you around there's nothing for me to fear about
all i wish for is to see you happy always
I'm sorry, but I've got to go
Please do take care of yourself, don't stress anymore when i'm not around to light your way from now on
remember to eat all the time
buy yourself a blanket, don't get cold & down with illness
don't over work yourself with your works and gym
you'll never being push around, you have me still, as I won't leave.
I'll lend you my shoulder when you need it
I'm sorry all I can do I've tried my best to do so
I'll never be a burden to you anymore
I'm sorry to step into your life and bring you so much stress and sadness
I'm sorry, & lastly I love you!
You are still a very special friend towards me, so to you as my only hope too
Stay happy then ! <3
♥ PS. I Love You :3