Blessed By A Broken Hearted *

2012-01-02T15:07:00.002+08:00

Don't let your pride get in the way of what your heart is trying to say

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

Keep wanting to stop my party-life

but it seem so impossible for me to do it

met alot of new friends recently while party-inggggggg ^^

I am so grateful that there's so much people around me

love & dote me well.

Thanks & appreciated.

Withloveeeeees.

2 more days to school start

kinda excited, but unprepared. :|

What if one day I were to confess with you

will you accept me?!

PS: I want you. ♥

2011-12-06T21:49:00.004+08:00

比失去你更令我伤心的是，你都没有为了跟我在一起而努力过。

It's been half a year, ever since we have put a full-stop to this affair

days ago .. You happened to pop-out with this topic

Are you a flirt / bastard ?!

Well, why can't you just skip this question?

once again, it's remind me all that good & bad memories we once had tgt

Thank you for truly loved me once before

Appreciated, Sincerely!

对，我就是自欺欺人，我就是不想面对现实。

我犯奸，我活该，我自找伤害。

明知是错的选择还一头摘进去
但那又如何？至少我曾经努力过。

Party life gonna be a full-stop to me real real soon ..

& Welcome to my study life ! (:

It's time to say goodbye to my freedom

& I know I gonna be really stress next year, but what to do? This is life ..

RJ. Sorry, I know sorry can't turn back time

I really did like you once .. But maybe we just don't mean to be tgt .

I'm sorry, other than sorry this word, I don't know what can I say to you anymore.

2011-11-01T20:51:00.001+08:00

If you don't understand my silence, you won't understand my words.

It's been quite sometimes since I'm last touch this dead blog

there's so many things I feel like saying out

but I know I can't

so all I can do is to vent everything out in this blog

Working life is kinda suck for me recently.

being complaint, shouted, scolded by the "Problematic Old Lady" for no reason

whereby it's not my fucking fault.

So well be it !

I'm well prepared to entertain all your lame shit nonsense

My endurance is not as bad as you think I am

Somehow I wish to share all my unhappiness with my Mommy

end up, it seem like Mommy is not willing to be my listening ear thou

after all, it's better kept unsaid ..

Party life is never a full-stop to me! <3

Enjoy! .. ~

Relationship is in a mass now, you know I know ..

Dear Ex-boyfriend, Do me a favor and stop talking to me. I don't want to fall for you all over again.

Thank you.

2011-09-15T20:47:00.001+08:00

Out of the blue, I'm back to blog.

Dead-Blog As Usual ==

Party life is never a full-stop to me!

I kinda miss my schooling life man! GOSH.

Head to Kaplan previously, still wandering when should I enroll my course

April or Aug?!

Shall see how it's go again then

Can't wait for Nov to reach !!

Genting .. THE FIRST TRIP THROUGHOUT MY WHOLE LIFE?!

Am so excited can?!

& Of course, lastly I love you Sweetheart! <3

PS: Koji.

2011-08-10T19:35:00.001+08:00

Out of the blue I'm back to blog after months

am feeling rather stress these days

Party life still going on as usual, many people had entered to my life when days passed by!

Recently just can't communicate well with mommy

just feel that you're just being overboard, I am being rather stressed up with my financial income

though you insisted that amount of household, NO LESS to you !

I am trying hard to deal with my own problem

I don't deserve to work so HARD & play so LESS

I need some space to breath too.

Do understand how I feel, if you doesn't wish me to went missing one fine day.

Relationship problem like a mess to me now

love me? take me as I am

If not fucking back -off from my life

Don't ask me change for your sake!

2011-07-03T17:00:00.007+08:00

A true man doesn't promise, he commits. A true lady doesn't demand, she thanks.

A dead blog as usual

I keep thought to myself

Yes, you did once serious with me

but, indeed all those words that came through your mouth doesn't seem so

If you think that playing with my feeling is an entertainment towards you

Well, I'll stand still & let you play til you find it bored & left

# Just less than 1 month, & I'm back to club

didn't really did enjoy last night, due to my gastric pain

but still .. It's still a happening night ! <3

[[ 我的爱情是一棵树永远不会离开一步风雪多残酷我想我挺得住
我的生命是一棵树只愿成为你的归宿我义无反顾守护你是最大的幸福 ]]

2011-06-15T00:57:00.002+08:00

Our Story Started ..

Would it be out of the line if I tell you, I miss you?

27th Of March 2011

The first conversation that bring you into my life

We exchange-d number & our story started from ..

20th Of April 2011

Our first date at Amk Hub ; Movie BKO , 7:35PM Show :D

After movie he send me home (:

22nd Of April 2011

The day I started to felt the care & concern from you to me

25th Of April 2011

The day I practice to baked egg tarts just for you

26th Of April 2011

The day you say you miss me

27th Of April 2011

The day you ask me, {{ To be honest, do I have feeling for you? }}

I asked you back the same question

& that's the answer you replied :

{{ I like you cause of your heart. You really go and make the egg tart even thought you don't know how to make, & you learn & make out the best for me. I am really touch }}

I ask you back , so you like me ?

You replied : I cannot say

You said you're different from other guy, you said you won't anyhow say I like or I love

You said you will tell me when your hearts goes

Cause .. {{ You know I know }}

& You tell me , feeling cannot be say out one

29th Of April 2011

The day you say you care for me, & don't allowed me to go drink!

& wanted me to eat regularly

1st Of May 2011

Our 2nd date, @ Plaza Sing , Movie @ the Cathay {{ Dealthbell 2 }}

The first time you call me {{ Dearest <3 }}

The first time you kiss & hug me <3

3rd Of May 2011

The first time you say {{ I love you }} to me (:

You'll be the guy to be there for me to talk all my emotion out

You will be my listening ear & let me have a comfortable sit with you around

You said , I'm a angel in your eyes

& you tell me 爱就是不爱；不爱就是爱

asked me to find out myself

4th Of May 2011

The day you define your love towards me <3

You said {{ My love for you is not like drama like that, love you till the sea dry etc .. I love you because I love you & because I am happy when I'm with you. & love is being with the person you're most comfortable with :)

& yet you tell me that {{ I think I don't want to be so selfish already, If you can find a guy that can treat me good & not us you say play with your feeling, got to tell me, you will always be there to support you

5th Of May 2011

3rd date @ Amk Hub ; Movie {{ Fast Five , 1.15PM Show }}

You accompany trained back to Tpy.

7th Of May 2011

Out of a sudden you came all the way down to Tpy just to meet me for dinner (:

& cause of me you run away from the dinner of your that "childhood girlfriend"

9th Of May 2011

The day you tell me {{ I don't love you from the bottom of your heart, I love you from the top to the bottom & your heart .

I cannot stay always cause sometime I will be busy, & some more I going in army, how to always stay at your side, but my soul will be always be by your side, protecting you!

10th May 2011

Our trip for dinner ..

The day you asked me to be your girlfriend {{ Face to face }}

Due to some reason of yours, I didn't answered

& you tell me, either I close one eye, or you let go

Indeed, I choose to close one eye & to be with you ! <3

& our love story started ..

& you send me a text say ..

Will you be my girlfriend? I will take care of you for the rest of my life. I will make you feel secure by me. No one will come & bully you! I promise you that you will be happy with me, & won't have your miserable life keep on thinking ..

& due to some problem , we quarrel in the night ..

you told me , guess we can't manage to be together ; this hurts me load

end up, you say you can't bare to give up on me

so .. we being together at this moment

11 May 2011

Mid 12 ; You wish me a Happy Birthday with a super long text ..

Happy birthday my dearest bby! I hope I am the first one who wish you. Or maybe not ba. Anyway do take care while I go oversea. Will be back on Monday midnight. I go Hongkong shop shop, if see anything nice I buy for you as your birthday present okay, enjoy your clubbing! Hng! Do not betray me! If not I won't forgive you, don't drink so much! Do go home early, rest!

Love you lost from your dearest bby! <3

18th Of May 2011

You bought food to my place for me to eat, & forced me to take my cough medicine

You bring me to Mount Faber & Labrador Park

The first time you carry me up on your shoulder

You bought me a beat monster tour ear piece & I bought you one Fred Perry wallet

& a couple mickey mouse key chain (:

22nd Of May 2011

You bring me to Marnia Barrage!

It's such a romantic night with you around <3

24th Of May 2011

You put a full stop on this chapter of story ..

You say to me {{ You won't mind, I mind! I won't want you to get hurt forever .. I don't want you to give in for me. You are not a failure! You're a good girl, but I can't see you like this forever.

I would rather leave you now than you get hurt forever. You will find a better guy, and I don't want you to close one eye cause of me .. If you want we be a best friend & not a boyfriend relationship. I am sorry that I hurt you now, but is I think is worth leaving you now than later.

You said I am too good to me hurt ):

27th Of May 2011

Out of the blue you send me a text say {{ SORRY }}

& asked me to go hear the song from {{ Anthony Neely ; Sorry That I Love You }}

That express your feeling towards me now ):

29th Of May 2011

I ain't letting go .. Head to your work place to find you

Bought you foods & stuff ..

But after all , I know it's time for me to go ..

PS: I am missing you ! ):

2011-06-09T22:33:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, the best way to solve problems is to ignore them

No words could explain how much I hate you, but no hatred could replace the way I love you!

Tons of thing happen recently

Well, I seriously don't know what's going on nowadays!

Relationship, Family, Friendship problems .. Tons & tons of problem

coming one after another !

Somehow he called me today, I don't know how I feel now

Sad? Angry? Happy? I don't know.

So yeah! Shall put this aside (:

Something happen yesterday again!

Love fell down while helping Chloe to bathe

Due to this

Fights & all within my family due to over paranoid

Well, thing settle

Seriously, I hate you so much, I don't think you're a suitable daddy to me after all

Since I'm young you already like this, now no changed !

You can say my attitude wasn't good, either same go to you?

Well, I can say, my attitude is far more better than you !

I talked nicely to you, you're the one who throw all the vulgarity towards me

some more wanted to use violence towards me

If mommy never stop you, I believe that, I will being beaten up badly

I don't think I at fault, don't fucking push all the blame towards me

Say what, if I never bath in the room toilet, Chloe won't fall

F.YOU! If fate decided that she will fall, she will !

You can't push all the F.ING BLAME towards me!

PS: I want some peaceful moments

2011-06-05T18:49:00.005+08:00

Some feelings don't go away, they just get avoided.
Falling in love its not always a happily-ever-after story. Most of the time, its just a once-upon-a-time story.

Recently the weather is really bad

& my skin is turning worse, whenever I look into the mirror I feel like giving one punch on to it

But still .. I am trying hard to control myself

Having really bad insomnia for the past 2 weeks plus, finally today I can at least had a 8 hours & more of sleep

but still, am feeling tired though :/

没有你在的日子我真的好孤单!

There's so many unspoken thought in me that I feel like telling you

But I know, its better kept unsaid.

Time flies ..

The only I can do now is, cherish what I've now

Life is not easy as what we think it is
I'm single because I'm waiting for the right time in the right place with a right person <3

Awaiting for your return!

2011-06-01T21:05:00.005+08:00

Made Impossible, Possible !

Can you eventually tell how much I've actually change within this two years? (:

Hello Readers ! (:
Insomnia for about 2 weeks, sleepless night & ..

My mood is somehow back todayyy! :D

Working life as usual, but I'm getting even tired each day passes by -.-

Is my mentally tired or physically tired? I don't know.

Well, so let it be (:

1st June !

Time flies, In 13 more days time, someone is enlisted to Police Force

Yeah, which mean, you've got lesser time.

Well, now we are back to friend (:

At least I am feeling much better after days of healing

& feeling even relax than before

Happy as usual ! Yeahyeah!

Hopefully I could really slowly cut down from my night life ! (:
Looking forwards for loads & loads more event
Etc . Chalet ; Genting .. Am maybe going to apply school too !
Update real soon !

If two people are meant to be together, eventually they'll find their way back to each other.

I'm ain't giving up (: Stay tune !

PS : I miss you

2011-05-27T20:46:00.008+08:00

Loving someone is when you just want the best

for him whether it includes you or not.

Somehow I am missing you so badly
Am having really bad insomnia these few days; I can't stop myself from thinking
I been crying so hard, so badly
& yet ; I am feeling so miserable still

It's can't wash away all my sorrows & pain that bottle inside me
I seriously don't mine giving in for all time
All I ask for is your return
why can't you just fulfill my wish ?

再见了我的最爱你真的是我的唯一
我想你真的很想你不知道你想我吗
其实我很烦恼你知道吗只是你看不到我
我应该等的爱情自己不要再去想念你
为什么我那么爱你我得不到回报
因为失去那种痛没有人知道
只有我一个人才敢着偷哭你真的好自私呀已经离我而去
我的心真的好痛你感觉得到吗真想被你知道我是多么的爱你
不要再逃避好吗
我爱你但也狠狠地可是我一直珍惜你
放弃你当我做不到你知道我难受吗
我一心一意都是为你而你却说我们有距离
我应该等的爱情自己不要再去想念你为什么我那么爱你我得不到回报
因为失去那种痛没有人知道只有我一个人才敢着偷哭
你真的好自私呀已经离我而去我的心真的好痛你感觉得到吗
真想被你知道我是多么的爱你不要再逃避好吗
我恨你自私恨你绝情恨你曾经放弃我为什么你要我难过
你不肯接受我但是我真的后悔我留不到你
我伤心我难过我哭的更多
你知道那种感觉总是围绕着我我试过不去想你但我真的难受
我只想告诉你我永远都爱你我却忘记不了你

2011-05-25T19:31:00.003+08:00

Everything just ended with a FULL STOP !

I can't bare to let you go but still, I can't stop you from leaving

This the decision you choose to

You said you can't bare to hurt me forever so you choose to hurt me now instead

as the pain for me is just for a moment but not for a long period of time

well, maybe that's true

Somehow I just wish to tell you that

can you just think positive?

Look into big picture instead of small one?!

I know you can't let go and you doesn't want to face the stress from others

so you chooses the easier option of letting me go without having to be pressurized by the majority

Well, I respect your decision, I set you free

I'll never be happy without you around to be by my side

I need you, but I know I can't have you

You say if without her & your parent around you would want to marry me now

It's hurt me lots by hearing this!

As you said, being friend you can keep me by your side forever

I'll leave & be your friend back.

Thankyou so much for letting me to have you to be by my side

even if just a short period of time

I cherish every moment with you

you use to be just a simple crush for me, now, I realized I'm in love with you!

I'm sorry, I'm unable to be there for you anymore, but my care are still around

I'm willing to cook for you always

I'll be your listening ear if you need someone there

I swear that I'd never felt regretted before, you bring lots of fun & laughter in my life

with you around there's nothing for me to fear about

all i wish for is to see you happy always

I'm sorry, but I've got to go

Please do take care of yourself, don't stress anymore when i'm not around to light your way from now on

remember to eat all the time

buy yourself a blanket, don't get cold & down with illness

don't over work yourself with your works and gym

you'll never being push around, you have me still, as I won't leave.

I'll lend you my shoulder when you need it

I'm sorry all I can do I've tried my best to do so

I'll never be a burden to you anymore

I'm sorry to step into your life and bring you so much stress and sadness

I'm sorry, & lastly I love you!

You are still a very special friend towards me, so to you as my only hope too

Stay happy then ! <3

2011-05-23T23:55:00.003+08:00

不在乎天长地久；只在乎曾经拥有。

Please do not say sorry to me

I know you've got no time for me, but still I understand

I choose to be with you, I will accepted everything that I need to face

I will never feel regret being with you

As I say, I choose to walk this path, I'll go for it

How I wish I could share your burden with you

But no matter what I'll always be there for you!

I just a simple girl wishing for a faithful boyfriend, I don't ask for much

Can you just understand?

Please don't ask me why, if you love me please hold me tight & don't let me fall

PS: I need you!

2011-05-22T22:51:00.001+08:00

一生只爱你一个

Had a day out with Baby! <3

Well, baked egg tarts for baby today, & headed out ..

It's quite a great outing indeed (:

Baby bring me to Marnia Barrage !

Wow! That's a great place seriously, I loved it alot (:

Esp with him around :D

After all, my loved towards you is getting deeper & deeper.

Baby, don't feel sorry towards me

this is the path I choose to walk, I knew I will face difficulties

I don't blame you for being unfair towards me

I blame myself that I am unable to bring you the happiness & a stable home that you wish and craving for

PS : I Love You !

2011-05-21T14:58:00.005+08:00

I will light your way for all time, promise you, for you I will. ♥

Out of a sudden, I liked to blog.

Many fun & laughter recently with my loves one (:

Finally, Choi Khin Wai Ord ! Secondly, Lirong is back ! (:

Yeapyeap ! & I'm somehow in LOVE ! ♥

Anyway, Somehow I don't feel happy either.

Sometime, I just wish that you could really just understand how I feel, when you tell me that.

{{ Yes, I understand how you feel when I'm out with that "GIRL" }}

Do you know, this made me feel that I've got a incomplete boyfriend.

Which like, I somehow sharing my boyfr with another girl, & whereby you both look more like a couple instead?

Have you ever spare a thoughts for me?

Well, I choose to give in, because I believe that love is blind.

I believe that one day you will just let her off, & be mine completely.

I'm waiting, I challenging my own patient & endurance

I put alot of pride in it.

I'm strong outside yet I'm rather weak!

I need more security indeed.

why am I doing all these? Don't ask me why, because I can't get myself a definition too

All I know is, as long as you're by my side

I'm fine with anything, I'm willing give in.

Sometimes, when I say 'Oh, I'm fine.' - I want you to look into my eyes and say 'Tell the truth.'

If it's wrong to love you, then my heart just won't let me right.

Cause I've drowned in you, & I won't pull through without you by my side.

2011-05-03T20:01:00.001+08:00

私はちょうどあなたの王女になりたい

Have not been touching my blog for quite sometime

my life is filled up with stories

Relationship, Friendship so and so on ! .___.

Don't ever hold my hand if you are going to let it go. Don't ever say, 'I love you,' if you are going to leave me alone.

I hate it when being treated hot & cold, on & off.

Why can't just being straightforward towards me

confine the feeling that I wanted to have & seek for?

Don't lift me up high & left me hanging there.

2011-02-28T16:18:00.000+08:00

Mommy always scold me stupid

maybe yes, I admit that I am way too soft hearted, maybe you people can just call me stupid

people need me, I'll always be there for them

so when I need someone, none appeared out there!

Am I just thinking too much

or whatever said from mommy is true ?

In this world, only mommy know me best !

2011-02-23T20:09:00.001+08:00

Farewell Colleagues ~

Tmrw will be my last day of work at Nielsen !

& I am going to leave this team mates real soon ; I will be missing you people then ! :)

Was thinking should I get a iphone4

Hahaha, shall wait for may then ! :)

Today is a really really busy work day for me

things can't complete, raining heavily !

well, my K1 ex's school mate mother came over to my place to stay over for 2 night

really can't use to it, freaking lack of sleep

which causes me alot of careless mistake during work

but well, tmrw is my last day already, so its alrights then ! :)

PS: Take care people .

2011-02-21T16:39:00.001+08:00

Hello All !

Last week of work at Nielsen, I believe that I'll be missing all my colleagues them all :)

7 months here I've learn alot of new stuffs then

Well, recently things just don't go well to me

whatever thing I wish to have, I wanted to have

just don't go my way, my finincial is getting really tight, & yes!

My head is going to burst soon

How long more I need to endure just to get rid of these kinda life style?

I'm seriously tired of it !
Maybe I just need some time, alone ! :/

PS: You will ever know how I feel.

2011-02-11T09:38:00.000+08:00

Alrights, I have decided that the time has come for me to move on !

Today I'll be giving my letter to my Boss!

Which mean, I'll be tender today

& my last day of work here is February 25, 2011

Last of all to all my colleagues ~

I appreciate both the opportunites & guidance

I have been given during my employment with the company.

2 more days to valentine !

Guess my valentine would be a { lonely valentine !

Working day some more ..

Stay tune ! <3

2011-02-09T09:46:00.000+08:00

Be my valentine ! <3

16 more days & I am going to leave this company!

I know I'll be missing those group of workmates :/

But still, life still go on with our dream!

Where benefits you better, & you shall go where.

Because it's just human nature to be reality.

{B} I miss you !

2011-02-06T18:59:00.000+08:00

Had quite a boring chinese new year for 2011

never really went relative house pai nian, but still, I did enjoy myself with love them all :)

Sometimes, I always realised that, my heart is so contradicting.

I miss you so , & yet I don't know who I really wish for

男人最怕走错房，女人最怕嫁错郎。

2011-02-01T10:30:00.000+08:00

SHAOLIN ! <3

super nice show to me :D

It made me cry, such a touching show; & of course it my ANDY LAU show ! Hahahs.

Went movie last night with Jiejie, Jiefu & Jiahui ! :)

As usual working now ! :/

Alrights, again it tuesday! Schooling day, seriously lack of schooling mood.

But still, I shall see the weather then decide whether should I attend school later on! :)

Don't wish to being debar anyway ! :/

Never been updating my blog for quite sometime already.

I just miss them so mcuh ! My lovedddddd.

Alrights, shall really cut down our night life.

& save up money for our BKK trip ! :)
Hahahs !

PS: 特饶人除却扰人, 我大人不计小人过，是不会跟他一般见识

2011-01-14T12:58:00.002+08:00

O-nce Last Dance !

Hello peeps! I'm back to blog.

Maybe after sometimes I am going to close down my blog soon?

There's so many memories in this tiny little journal

Or maybe I should actually just private it for sometimes

Somehow I am missing a girl {P}

5 more days to go!

& its 1 fully year, whereby our stories started from

You might not be the one I miss

You might not be the one who hurt me so much

You might not be the one I love the most

But, you are forever the one I can't forget of

Alrights, this a new year, & its a brand new me!

A Work-a-holic, Alcoholic! & a Part-time Student

I am going to work hard & play hard

<3. Lets dance like there's no tomorrow! :)

Come on everybody!

Get prepared! I'm ain't tired, I'm awaiting for more party to go on! ~

Cause we're the PARTY ANIMALS!

HAHAH

PS: I don't need you anymore.

2011-01-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

Insecure?!?

After two days of schooling, I am dead restless then

totally lack of sleep and all -.-

GOSH! I miss you so much ; tell me what can I do?

I keep feel that insecure feeling, how?

Baby Chloe is at my home now! :)

Just love her so much ! <3

Prove that you love me!

2011-01-11T23:24:00.003+08:00

I love to be loved by you!

It had been 1 year, time flies.

Thank to you, I had so much phobia in me, I dare not love, & dare not accept other love

I afraid of being alone once again, please don't just hold on to my hand & let go without noticing me

my heart is weak, I'm not as strong as what you think I am

I'm crying deep inside

if you love me please grap me tight, & give me all your love

So sorry that i loved you, Sorry that i needed you, Sorry that i hold you tight

PS: Love Me, Love Me Not?

Congrats ! Sister you're finally marriaged.
By looking at this photo, I am so envy her then
We're both at the same age, & she's marriaged
Wish you & your husband happily ever after uh ! <3

When will then be my turn then?
HAHAH. How I wish there's really someone who can love me deeply too
maybe in my dream only.

<3. A promised that I will be here, I'll always be true.

2011-01-10T20:14:00.006+08:00

Money is nothing, health is everything.

Interview for today is very successful :)
Congrats to Me & Love <3
Hopefully we both can work tgt ! HAHAH.
Waiting for result still , wish me luck ! :D
Am going back to work tmrw then!

Money is nothing, but health is everything.
Go see doctor then, don't make us worry
We can't afford to lose you, cause you mean everything to us
Cause we love you more than ourselves

老公，从现在开始，你只能疼我一个，宠我，不能骗我，答应我的每一件事情都要做到，对我说的每一句话都要真心，不许欺负我，骂我，要相信我，别人欺负我，你要在第一时间出来帮我，我开心你就要陪我开心，我不开心你也要哄我开心，要永远都觉得我是最漂亮的，梦里也要见到我，在你的心里，只有我！

2011-01-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

Neverlandddddddd. ♥

Met Nicholas after work at my place last night, he accopany me slack!

Waited for Glenn , Love, Fioan them ♥ to done with their thing

Amk here we come ! :)

Had our dinner there, then trained down to Neverland ♥

Which Fioan always said, tio GONG TAO !

HAHAH. Martell & Towel :)

Enjoyed my night with them ♥

命运掌握在自己手中。

Being woke up by Mommy ♥ this morning.

I am being really worked up, really!

This is my private scape, which is my only personal place for me to relax, for me to hide myself up when I'm down

& now you telling me that, you're going to rent my room out

Seriously I hate it so much

I know my temper was really bad, I'm sorry!

But still, why must I give in?!

Can you ever understand how I am feeling now?

Outside working, is already so stress, now reach home can't be myself too

even stress, ! this make me feel like this not my home at all

Its getting cold here, sigh.

Forget it I'm speechless; do whatever you all want

I shall keep quiet, goodnight!

2011-01-03T13:30:00.000+08:00

Why is there a sour feeling?

Apologies? Why must it wait for one year later?

I am missing you so much you know?

Same as usual, my life still going on

Work, club & all :)

Off today & job hunting online since I woke up til now then!

{{B}}. yes! I miss you ; I can act really normal while sms-ing with you

But I don't know what am I when face to face to you

I need your hug, I need your concern, I need your romance

But I need not your love.

2010-12-29T15:34:00.001+08:00

BAD LUCK DAY!

Seriously not my day man! Head to fieldwork this morning before I've got to returning back to office

first destination is Toh Tuck Road ; alrights don't know where

But I found my way there

next, Dairy Farm, I nearly lost, & know what, I fell down and sprain my leg

now my leg is fucking painful -.-

Fucking PMS too, caused me cry for 3 times :(

& caused me have to go consult doctor, $30 gone!

I seriously hate this company fucking load

I curse all of yall die uh.

All I need is your concern.

2010-12-28T20:08:00.001+08:00

It been quite sometimes since I last posted!

Had a great christmas with my loved one ! :0

Drinking session for both Christmas eve & Christmas day! <3

Eve with my Darling Pearlyn @ Boat quay & Neverland

Christmas with my group of loves & Nelson group of friends @ Neverland :D

Enjoy!

Back to work on today!

Feeling really suck, I am feeling really tired thought.

PMS! Was asked out to do fieldwork again -.-

Lilac drive, don't know what LJ places. caused me to lost my way & nearly cry

I need you to understand me

2010-12-20T22:15:00.000+08:00

Chirstmas Party at company today!

Yes I did enjoy myself then, had fun with my colleague them all :)

Thanks yall <3

I'll update the photo soon !

Had a really bad insomnia last night, due to some problem

If you don't dare to love, please don't say you love me !

To me love is a feeling that set on fire, I don't wish to change, & you don't wish to give in

whats the point, end up, both not happy. You think worth it?

Don't being so selfish can?!

I just miss you so much so much

I need your hugs and kisses <3

Kiss me goodbye.

2010-12-19T20:19:00.000+08:00

You people made a great impact in my life <3

Powerhouse for the both Friday & Saturday! :)

Ytd was Jiejie's advance 21st Birthday Party cathering at my home sweet home <3

Alot of friends came, miss them so much uh!

End of the party, same as usual

The night is still young!

Powerhouse with Love, Glenn & Mingkang!

HAHAH. Powerhouse was so damn packed can, but I did enjoy myself ! HAHAH.

我要一段轰轰烈烈的爱。

2010-12-12T17:28:00.000+08:00

THEY'RE JUST PART OF MY LIFE !

Meet Loves them all at Tpy for lunch !

Then cab down to Jiejie house to fetch her with glenn

& meet Khinwai straight at Snowcity.

Had a really great fun with Love them ! :) Ohmy.

Times flies, while we having fun with each other :)

After Snowcity, Bugis to customised our cap !

then head to eat ; & meet Ian them all

Glenn wasn't feeling well , so Khinwai accompany him go see doctor

so Love & I head to PS to watch LET ME IN !

With Ian, Ian friend, Mingkang & my friend ; Sebastian ! :)

End of our movie, Sebastian send Me & Love home !

Home sweet home ; <3

2010-12-06T13:16:00.000+08:00

Monday blue ! ~

As usual I'm working right now! :) Err, kinda bored as I'm having my lunch time now.

Head to Powerhouse last sat with Ian, ohmy! This my first time that I see my Loves so dead drunk

indeed we did enjoy ourselves ! :)

The party is still going on then!

我希望你是我独家的记忆摆在心底不管别人说的多么难听现在我拥有的事情是你是给我一半的爱情

I dream of you last night.

Out of a suddened I miss you so much, Gosh!

2010-12-02T12:47:00.003+08:00

Judge me, & I'll prove you wrong! Tell me what to do, & I'll tell you off. Say I'm not worth it, & watch where I end up! Call me a bitch, & I'll show you one. Fuck me over, & I'll do it to you twice as bad!

Yes I'm back to blog! Again it a unhappy working day at work place

I am so sure that I didn't received any Eileen handheld yesterday, & since you guys wna push all the blame to me then be it then!

I shall not bother much, it just making myself unhappy only

So I shall just be happy & smile * :)

Meeting my Darling ♥ after work, tmrw will be her first day of work

& thats mean I've got lesser chance to chill with her already ! :(

Hey FUCKER!

don't being overboard then, I am not a dog for you to step on my tail and ask me to do according to what you want then

Don't test my patient then!

I'll make sure you guys deserve a BITCH SLAP from me one fine day!

2010-11-28T17:27:00.000+08:00

Powerhouse ! ♥♥

Head to Bugis with Mommy ♥ to collect something in the morning, then walked over to Bugis Street to shop for clothes

Mommy ♥ spend quite alot of money on us to purchase clothes & also bring over me to Hougang to dye my hair!

Such a lovely Mommy ♥ I had.

You're the best Mommy ♥ in life I swear

Back home meet lirong to slack awhile at my place !

Get prepare, & its partyyyyyyy-ing time :)

Powerhouse with Love ♥

Club til 5 plus, & cab-ed home :)

Home sweet home ♥♥ , slept at 6 plus & I am kinda tired now.

2010-11-24T16:13:00.000+08:00

The unspoken. thoughts ♥

Yeah, back to work from one day annual leave

field work today, destination : Toa Payoh Lorong 6 Blk 28 ..

& its a indian household

today was my first try doing it myself

& it actually successful :) Such a great job I'd today then

& again its raining day!

& I've wasted my $5.40 to cab back to office due to the heavy rain

& some cock up problem -.-

should have went to top up my card in the first place before heading to panelist house then

if not I does not have to throw my money into the sea then

Can't wait for the day when I actually look into the mirror whereby my skin is fully recover.

2010-11-13T15:14:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Khinwai ♥ ! :)

12/11/2010

Zirca last night with Khinwai, Love they'll & Khinwai's friends ♥
Reach around 11pm ! :)
Soon, up til the end, everyone was so high then ! :)

We even dance with a Ang Mo :D

Alrights, he's just abit annoying though , :D HAHAH.

Khinwai ♥ was like drunk already, but never mind, around 4 plus Love ♥ went off with khinwai ♥

So Jiejie ♥ & I , head to Mac to have a drink with khinwai's friends ♥ :)

Alrights, I had a great fun last night , so yeah ! :) HAHAH. ♥
It such a awesome night with all my love then ! ♥♥

Back home!

Happy birthday JieHong ! :)

No plan for today?!
Such a boring saturaday night again.
Where should I go, Powerhouse, Zouk or JieHong's Birthday Chalet ? ♥
Raining day! Great day to sleep.
Shall update again then :)

2010-11-07T21:22:00.001+08:00

Partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Met Love ♥ last night ♥ ! We head to Town & Bugis to shopping :)

around 7 plus going 8

Love's friend come fetch us to Old CCK Road to eat seafood ! :D

Nice dinner ! ♥

Finished our dinner , then he send us to Cine !

Movie time with Jiejie ♥ Khinwai ♥ Glenn ♥ Love ♥ & Jiejie's friend

DUE DATE !

This movie is funny :)

End of movie, Love ♥ went off to meet her friend

went to Social House to drink with Jiejie , Khinwai & Glenn ♥

Around 5 plus, Jiejie's friend & two of his friends came over to find us ! :)

Til 6am , then Jiefu ♥ come fetch us home ♥ :)

2010-11-03T09:22:00.000+08:00

My skin is not feeling well :(

Morning peeps! I'm here to blog

recently my skin is not feeling well, was thinking should I go consult doctor?

err, maybe next week? Don't know uh

Today weather is really suck alrights {{ SO HOT ! }}

& GOSH! I've got nothing to do today.

Kinda bored.

HOW?!

Darren Ng Wei Jie ; you rest in peace uh !

2010-10-31T09:46:00.000+08:00

Halloween Night !

Such a bad Halloween Night I had this year !

Was planned everything nicely, but out of a suddenly everything just cock up

So didn't get to meet up with everyone ♥

So me & Jiejie ♥ plan to go KBOX with Glenn ♥

Way out, til Tpy control station, my stomach suddenly very pain

til I can't even walk, see things double image, sweat & ..

Can't go anymore, they've to come over to find me then

It totally not my day can! Kinda of bad luck day ! :(

Forget it!

I'm awake now, Morning everyone! <3.

2010-10-29T13:03:00.000+08:00

Lunch time ! Babe <3.

Yeah, am having my break time now :)

same as usual, I ain't taking my lunch, cause you know you know uh

Start work @ 8am sharp today

Kinda tired that I've got to woke up @ 5plus ealier in the morning today

GOSH. Now my eyes is so damn pain alrights

Yeahyeah!

Am going to Macperson Ite later on to apply for my course!

Bishan Ite here I come

Hopefully I won't regret for enroll-ing for my Office Skill Studies then

Upgrade myself is forever a best choice in life

I MISS CLUBBING ! <3.

I NEED A MARTELL RIGHT NOW , RECENTLY I'M AIN'T FEELING GREAT

FUCK MY LIFE!

2010-10-27T13:15:00.001+08:00

Hey Peeps!

Awaiting for the upcoming HALLOWEEN PARTYYYYYYY! ♥

I'm back to blog :) Yeah!

There's load of thing happen recently, anyway, my life wasn't great for this past few days!

alrights, met Darling ♥, Apple, & .. ytd night for dinner after I knock off from work

& yeah!

Seriously, I hate last minutes thingy!

Gosh, you didn't even inform & now you tell me I've got to go to those panelist house to replace scanner with Yong Shun later on -.-

Back off uh B.I.T.C.H

What, most of the appointment will be at night time!

Firstly, I'm afraid of dark, don't even dare walking alone on street at night

Secondly, I'm afriad of pets, what if the panelist house got pets how?

They bark at me, I cry, don't need go in replace liao ah?

Thirdly, I don't know how to go? What if I lost my way how?

Gosh, what happen to this world man!

Now is you've got nothing for me to do ley, not I've got nothing to do alrights!

Fucking hell. Pissedddddddddddd!

Babe! Come back to me will you.
Days without you, was miserable!

2010-10-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

Alrights I'm home

head to Guan Kiat house with Jiejie ♥ earlier on.

Happy 21th Birthday

Guan Kiat ♥

May all yours wishes come true then!

yeahyeah! After that, Jiejie's father in law send us back to Tpy!

& I head to meet my Darling ♥

then head to have some bites :)

Saw Johnson & ..

Then have our bites & slack for awhile before we got homed :D

2010-10-24T03:26:00.003+08:00

23 Oct 2010 <3.

Such a boring saturaday night ! :/

Alrights I'm home, didn't attended Jiejie's Mother In Law's Birthday dinner

due to {{ cause you know you know !

& yeah , head to meet Loves ♥ & Glenn ♥ at Cine

with Darling ♥

Our plan is to go Powerhouse ! :)

Waited for MingKang ♥ to reach Cine then accompany him go eat

Bus-ed to Powerhouse ;

Go in less than 20 mins, & kena bounce out -.-

due to you know you know uh

forget it, shall not mention why then !

Anyway, back home now, & its going 3 mid-night.

Soon bed time ; goodnight world ! ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIEFU'S MOTHER

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE ; TATA!

LOTS OF LOVE <33.

2010-10-18T12:21:00.002+08:00

Alrights I'm back to work!

Same us usual, am working now, kinda bored seriously.

Been consume this medicine for days

it made me feel really sick & unconfortable can!

the taste of this medicine is really suck to the max & it had actually caused me to vomit yesterday night for 3 times!

& there's some side effects mention in research on nets

•Heart palpitations or an irregular heart rhythm (arrhythmia)

◦Upper-right abdominal (stomach) pain

•Vomiting

•Loss of appetite

•A spinning sensation (vertigo)

Feel like baking! :)

I miss my loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed so much ! ♥

UPDATE !
Okay I'm home!
Head to Amk Hub to eat Ichiban Sushi :D With Jiejie, Jiefu's Father & Mother ♥
HAHAH.
It nice, but still, I does not have the appetite
so I ate really little :(
the total bill is really expensive, $80 over
Treated by Jiefu's Father, tyty! ♥

Ichiban Sushi !

Gyoza ~ My fav dish ! ♥

Thats something made me super duper pissed @ work place today.
B.I.T.C.H ; dare come feedback about my dressing infront of my face
Don't talk behind my back! DOG LIFE
Get a life man! Does that concern you about how I wear?!
Or you jealous I'm a youngster, I've got the figure to wear less, you're old & no figure to wear those clothes anymore?

Better not to let me find out who're you
if not I'll make sure that you don't know how to talk from that day onwards
Dog! Stop barking around. Get a life then!

2010-10-17T15:07:00.001+08:00

Was supposed to go Powerhouse last night with my Love ♥

But I'm unable to go, due to my Mommy say NO!

I miss my ♥ so much :(

Shall meet up real real soon then.

Was supposed to go studies at Vivo the day before

but end up, I bring Darling to movie @ Amk Hub with one of my guy friend {{ Seng How }}

Child's eyes !

& know what we miss out the front part due to somebody is late !

Never mind then , anyway is you treat me watch I shall not compain much

After movie , head to have our dinner at Pepper Lunch ! :)

Then , Seng How cab me home

Was supposed to mahjong, end up no player.

Teveeeeeeeeeeeeee time with my Parent ♥ & Darling

Hours later Eddie came over to find me , as he had promised me ! :)

Slackkkkkkkkk ! & I slept at 8 am this morning

Now then awake, Kinda tired.

Start working tmwr already. :(

Update again.

2010-10-16T14:26:00.001+08:00

Thankyou! ♥

I've been out with my Darling ♥ for the one whole week

& today we're going to studies ..

Yeah ! I miss my studies life , really :D

my subject for today will be history & social studies

Vivo ! Here I come .

Don't think wrongly , is Vivo to studies

Not Power House alrights, thought I feel like going really really much !

HAHAH. Alrights , time to prepare for my outing then

Happy b'day! {{ Finally 18 already.

I miss you badly, without a word you gave me love

without a word love leave me.

& thankyou! I've get over it already then.

快乐是可以自己争取的，我做得到，你也做得到。

2010-10-15T10:52:00.001+08:00

Keep e romance, shout hello at wonderland.

There's a meaning with this sentence

It a person name ! Guess who ? :D

HAHAH. alright .

Had 2 days MC for yesterday & today !

I miss work , but still I don't feel like working

relax is still the best ever choice then . HAHAH.

Mahjong today, anyoneeeeeeeeeeeeee ?

Update again then.

2010-10-13T13:30:00.001+08:00

Dying sooooooooooooooooooooooooon!

Coughing til want die already, but still ! :)

I'm still alive , HAHAH.

as usual am working now ! mhm.

I am feeling so frustrated!

By looking into the mirror !

I am feeling so frustrated :(

I feel sad & depressed by seeing my own skin complexion

please faster recover, I beg you! please! :(

ACNE IS NOT MY FRIEND FOREVER
I hateeeeeeeeeeeeee it so much !

2010-10-12T12:18:00.002+08:00

Heeeeeeeeelooooooooh Peeps !

OUR LOVE ! WE'RE MARRIED TO EACH OTHER ! ♥ That special Sister & LOVEDDDDD.

Yeah ! I'm here to blog.

Again its working time , & I'm like relax one corner yeah! :)

I kinda miss my past few years life

All my friends around me, my teaches & school mates

they bought me laughters, they bought me smiles, they bought tears, they bought me anger

I'm feel blissful with them around

now, everything change!

life change, attitude change .. all change ! :)

wonder is change from good to bad

or bad to worse? HAHAH

But life still have to go on isn't it

Our love is just like an "hide & seek"

You hide I seek, I hide you seek

end up, fateless!

2010-10-10T11:46:00.004+08:00

I throw my hands up in the air sometimes,

saying ayyyo gotta let go !

Bring Chloe ♥ to baby spa last night ! ♥

She's so cuteeeeeeee can ! :D

& can tell that she's enjoy playing there ; Hahaha .

After that , head home , & Jiefu ♥ send us to Cine to meet Loves ♥ & Glenn ♥

then we cabb-ed down to Raining Bar straight to clear our balance

Just within 2 hours , we finish half of the bottle !

Powerhouse here we come !

What the xvcxbvcnbcvd!

The queue is so damn long ! By the time we're in from the re-entry

Jiefu ♥ reached already , I haven even started to dance yet ! ):

Not even high at all , all my alcohol had already gone too .

Oh my ! ):

Never mind , shall club again soon !

Tonight might be going to a wedding dinner with Jiejie ♥

Update again !

2010-10-09T11:39:00.000+08:00

Hang on ! Party is still going on ~ ♥

Last night head to Cine to meet Loves ♥ they all to catch the movie , BURIED !!!

well , this show is really suck to the max ca!?!

All the way is one person acting, all the way in a box with a lighter & a going low batt phone

what the XAZDJSBJFHJSHF!

& from the start of the movie , we start to fall asleep

half way through we decided to get out of the cinema !

Boat Quay here we come !

The night is still young okay!!!!!!!!!! :)

Raining Bar :D

Didn't drink much last night, as we're not high enough

& ..

Anyway , party is still going on tonight , so hang on & lets dance !

2010-10-08T15:33:00.000+08:00

You're My Sunshine ! ♥

2 more days to 10/10/2010 !

it has been 3 years since we've met .

You're always the sunrise in my life :D

you're always being so special towards me, you made a great impacts in my life

If only I've got the guts to confess everything to you ever since 3 years ago

but I've failed to do so

as I am afraid that I'll lose you throughout my whole life

Indeed I choose friendship between us two

I feel awesome to have you to entered my life

up til today, my feeling towards you have ever faded?

I miss you, & I want you, because I love you! ♥

2010-10-07T09:10:00.001+08:00

Morning Peeps !

Yeah ! I'm working now , but still , I come to blog :D

went to the London Weight Management last night with Jiejie ♥

but I ain't feeling great during the process of the treatment
as I was feeling unwell , suddenly of giddyness ,

so I stopped half way !

& waited for Jiejie ♥ to finish her treatment

After everything is done

She'd decided to sign up the package

& her credit card can't being accepted

& so ! I've got to pay for her first , & also my own package

Just within 1 day ; I've spent my 1K .

Abit heart pain , but still , if the process is effective

1K is worth to spend ! (:

Alrights , shall start work now , though

there's nothing much for me to do today !

as I've finish doing all my job ytd :)

2010-10-05T09:47:00.000+08:00

If only time can be rewinded !

If only time can be rewinded , I would like to want back my old skin conplextion .

I would like to be happy like before

I would like to tell you how I feel

I would like to confess everything to you

But everything is too late at times .

I never regrets

But just feel like going back

Alrights , I am going to be a nanny for one morning

Took leave today just to take care of Chloe ♥ !

As mommy ♥ is going for her checkup , Jiejie ♥ is working

So yeah ! (:

2010-10-02T21:56:00.001+08:00

Beauty have the price to pay !

Out with Hayashi this afternoon to somewhere to try a japenese products !

After that Cab to Jiejie ♥ house !

To visit my Baby Chloe ♥ !

Sorry for not meeting you guys today !

{{ Junjie , Red , Seng How , Ah Heng , & ..

I own yall a date then ! :D

Yes ! I always believe that , beauty have the price to pay.

well , I am feeling so despread that I feel like trying almost every sources

that can actually cure my skin problem

You can't understand how I feel right now .

cause you aren't me !

Well , I know its so much "expensive"

but still, there's something call

you never try you'll never know right ?

Pictures time !

2010-09-30T22:06:00.000+08:00

Alrights I'm home !

Head to work as usual ! (: Today was raining heavily

It's a really nice weather to sleep

but still .. I'm working at that timing :/

Just before end work , received a called from Ailin ♥

ask me to help her go to the London Weight Management for a free trial treatment

indeed I went !

I find it quite nice through out the whole process !

Kinda relax , & I've loss 5g of my weight , & also 11 cm of my size !

Kinda effective just within 2.30 hours! (:

Back home ! Time to relax .

& meeting Loves ♥ they all tomorrow after work

Update again !

Goodnight world ! :D

2010-09-29T16:05:00.000+08:00

Miss Baby Chloe !

Well , can't wait to end work then !

Been sick for weeks ! And this cause my skin turn really bad )':

Don't know what had happen to my skin uh

Maybe is due to my body is over heaty then

Please please ! Please recover ):

See my skin I feel like crying so much can ?!

Sigh !

Am going for my face threading later on

Update again then ! Byebye !

Back to work ~

2010-09-28T19:08:00.001+08:00

Alrights ! I'm back to blog !

today I shall blog about

MY BOYFRIEND SINGING TALENT ♥ !

Such a Handsome & Good in singing boyfriend !
Oh my god uh !
Melt my heart you know ?! Okay uh.
End of blogging about my boyfriend already.

Story time !

There's alot of work for me to do today
& something is pissing me off then
Awhile ask me do this , awhile ask me do that ; everything have to rekey all over again!
What the, say til so easy key yourself then
Forget it ! (:

2010-09-27T23:20:00.002+08:00

MY NEW BOYFRIEND ! Handsome right ?!

No uh , joking uh ! KIM SUNGJE!!!!

choshinsung ! Japanese boyband :D

Alrights , end of today blogging of my boyfriend !

Bedtime ! Goodnight world ♥ !

2010-09-25T13:14:00.007+08:00

A belated Birthday Celebration for our

GLENN LAU SISTER ! (:

Head to Town have our dinner @ FISHMARKET !

Treated by our birthday boy ♥

the bill is kinda expensive yeah !

But still .. Happy can already (:

& Lets the pictures do the talks :D

Birthday Cake !

One Big Family ♥♥

Me , Loves & Khinwai ♥

Loves ♥ Little Flower ! (:

Our Birthday Boy ! ♥♥

Many twist !

SISTER LOVES ♥

Someone say himself with a Andy Lau Body ! (:

MAKE A WISH ! (: & CAKE CUTTING SESSION ~ ♥

HAD A REALLY GREAT FUN WITH THEM ♥

Loves ♥ went off early, so we head to Macdonal for supper !

then walked to Khinwai ♥ house , teveeeeee , computer-ing & also sleeping time :)

Til next day morning 10 am plus going 11 , then start to train-ed home :D

Again its saturday !

Any plan guys ! Feel like club .

But having sore throat how ):

Again ! Photo talking time ! (:

Khinwai ! ♥

Twist ! ~

Glenn ! Funny look (:

Loves & Glenn ! ♥

Loves & Khinwai ! (:

Had Loads Of FUN ! ♥♥

I'm wearing mini skirt !

So unable to play with them :(

Oh my ! Whats is Khinwai trying to do!?!

WISH-inggg ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF

{{ GLENN LAU ! ♥

Birthday cake from us ! ♥

Smile ♥

Follow me ! Give me a twist ! ~

Me & Loves ♥

Glenn carried Loves !

Self-Love Again ♥

Happy happy happy ! ♥

Cake blowing session !

Was supposed to meet up with them , my love ♥ !

for our sentosa & also to club trip

But something was cock up ; due to cause you know you know

actually I also don't know why

plus everyone was like so tired, slept til so late

shall change the plan to next week then (:

Once again ! Glenn , hope you have fun last night uh ! (:

Loveyouguysverydupersupermuch! ♥♥

2010-09-23T15:41:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday 20th To My Beloved Sister

GLENN LAU ♥♥♥ ! (:

& Also , My Lovely Darling VICTORIA

{{ PEARLYN ♥♥♥

Again , one day mc for today ! (:

Having really bad headache , & ..

Going back to work tomorrow then .

Shall post some photo .

2010-09-22T13:39:00.004+08:00

Sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk !

I'm such "lucky" that I'm sick on my mid autumn festival :/
Yeah ! Finally fever had knock on my door

But lucky only down with a slight fever

Head to work this morning

took half day leave to see doctor

@ Toa Payoh Polyclinic

Alrights , the quene was super long

Forget it ! Reach @ 11.44 am

Done with everything at 1pm ! :/

Back home now !

Can't sleep , so I shall start teveeeeeeeeeeee !

Don't treat me too good ; I'm afraid that I'll fall for you.

Don't treat me too cold ; I'm afraid that it might hurt me load.

2010-09-20T18:52:00.003+08:00

The Un-spoken Thoughts. ♥

世界不大，所以我终于遇见了你，有些人的模样并不因为时间而改变。世界很大，再遇见你之前，我一进过了漫长得到多年。有些感觉却始终停留在最初的地方。因为曾经的你，于是才有现在的我。因为现在的你，我看见更多因你而来的感动。原来这一切的梦想，背后都只为了一份最深击的爱恋。

尽管时间有点久，路有点痛，只要我们都找到了那个对的人。然后说；只因为你。

刚开始的恋情永远都是最甜美和浪漫的，但时间久了后，争吵也是难免的。常对自己说，勇敢一点吧，想爱就去爱，生命苦短。想表达就去表达，即使你是女孩，主动有何不可？男人的一半是女人，女人的一半是男人，在爱情里没有不变的规则。

为了爱所付出的时间和精力，在感动的一个场面，转眼消失了。在伤心的一次分手，转眼成为例子，再轰烈的一次爱情，转眼也变得平淡了。要捉着那魂牵梦绕的一刻，似乎是不太可能。只要我们清楚记得。。下一刻，一切都有可能不会再存在。

曾经拥有，也的放手。那管舍不舍得。感情总是让人捉摸不着；原以为自己已经找到了真命天子，却又发现他转身离去，无法将他挽回。也许这就是爱情的特别吧，就是要让人尝尽所有，才会从中长大，从中学会如何互相接受，互相照顾。从中学习，再度坚强面对人生。

对不起，我以伤害自己给你压力，爱你，就应该给你自由，让你找到跟好的快乐。爱情，增经令我开心，也曾经令我伤心。爱情，曾经使我送失，易经使我找到了方向。爱情令我尝透了喜怒哀乐。

放了爱，如此才能找回自己？放了爱，如此才能救出自己？扔开淋淋宗宗回忆，却不再困禁彼此的心，无所谓伤心。放了爱，如此才能找回自己？放了爱，如此才能恢复自己？远距离的爱情只剩下空迹的承诺，自我欺骗的未来，无法温暖渴望拥抱的心，好友不能明白我的生活的茫然，周交来往的人不能了解我的无措，时光依旧不停流逝，生命仍然持续推进。

我在追寻真正的永恒。因为一场意外而撞进我生命中的你，能否告诉我他的秘密？

2010-09-19T08:32:00.012+08:00

18 september 2010 ♥

POWER HOUSE , PARTY TIME !

Jiejie , Loves , Glenn , Khinwai & Me ♥♥♥

Jiejie , Glenn , Khinwai & Me ♥♥♥

Lets Dance ~ ♥

Partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! ♥

Darling ! ♥

Friends Forever ♥

Me , Loves & Khinwai ♥

Xingann ! ♥

SISTER (: ♥

Lovely Friends ! ♥

Jiejie , Me & Love ♥

I Guess I'm half dead ! ♥ Khinwai & Jiejie

Me , Aloysius & His friend ♥

High High High ! ~

We shall Introduce ! (: Hello ♥

Loves Friends ! ♥

Royston ♥ & Jiejie ♥

Royston ♥ & Friends !

Jiejie & Loves ♥

Loves ♥ & JunLong ♥ ! (:

Loves ♥ & her friends was like so high ! :D

SAM ! {{ Loves ♥ Sam Pa Pa }}

Loves ♥ & Daniel

Again Loves ♥ & Sam

GAY ! (:

Sam & Daniel ! Loves ♥ Friends (:

Went Powerhouse with Love ♥ , Khinwai ♥ , Jiejie ♥ , Glenn ♥ , Royston ♥ , Aloysius ♥ , MK ♥

& Jiejie ♥ company friends which is around 18 - 20 plus people ?

Plus Royston's ♥ friends

Loves ♥ Friends !

Add together counted as alot of people ♥ (:

Jiejie ♥ went off early !
2nd round ! :D

Yeah , I'm awake now , & its super early !

My head is like going to burst soon

Hangover ! :/

Saw alot of my friends at Powerhouse last night

I enjoyed myself (:

The Night Is Forever Young ! :D

Awaiting for next party to go on ! .. ♥

Sometime the feeling just make me feel so wrong , so confuse !

Is this Love or Friendship?

2010-09-17T09:46:00.003+08:00

16 September 2010

Stupid people do stupid thing!

Oh my god !

Wonder why is there such people like to bitching around how others wear or so

Such a fake account you're {{ Xiao Qi }}

Ownselve wearing nothing dare saying other slut

Don't fucking make my toes laugh

Alrights, does this photo look like I'm wearing nothing inside my jacket ?

Open your eyes big & see !

I'm wearing a TANK TOP inside can ?!

GET A LIFE MAN !

2010-09-11T14:18:00.000+08:00

10th September 2010

A public holiday! Met up with Loves ♥ , Khinwai ♥ & Glenn ♥ at Cine to catch a movie

Resident Evil ! (:

After movie, MingKang ♥ drive car over to fetch us go eat

head to Hougang first to pick his friend up

which is Mark (:

Done with picking! Head to Geylang to eat

After our supper

Social house ! End up reach there, didn't go in

MingKang ♥ asked to go Top 5

We rejected, as the cover charge there was too high

So yeah! Khinwai ♥ cab Alicia ♥ & I home .

Home sweet home !

Today is an brand new day!

Going to Aunty house later on to eat & to play Mahjong !

Cya! I seriously dislike people to comments about my face

So yeah! If i'm rude don't blame me

I can't control too

2010-09-09T13:54:00.001+08:00

alrights! I'm home

Met Weiling just now to talk about the financial thingy

Okay. Don't know what time Darling Pearlyn ♥ is coming over

Was thinking should I go drink with her later on not

Or should I not !?!

Had a super mini cup cake from my company director baby full month!

Boring day @ office !

I was like doing the Epics whole day

by editing the photo name only, its like so so so so BORED can !

I wna on diet !

I miss the hangover feeling

♥ martell ; Night life is ♥

The night is still young ! But still, having enough sleep is important too (:

2010-09-08T19:39:00.000+08:00

Everyone Do Change ! :D

Does did look like me?!
& I know I did changed alot (:

Head to work as usual

Went for my consultation during my lunch time

& course, I left my office @ 12.30 noon til 3pm

then back to work

Cause you know you know uh :DD

Hahaha!

There's even more thing for me to learn during my work then

Keep it up !

Can't wait for my skin to recover

Awaiting to go futher my studies ! ~

Gambatehhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2010-09-05T13:29:00.006+08:00

THE NIGHT IS STILL YOUNG ♥

Met Loves ♥ last night for our face threating appointment

after that, head to Bugis to eat !

& bused to Boat Quay.

Reach at 9pm, which is super early.

I didn't really drink alot last night, as we were drinking beer (:

Not long after, Jiejie ♥ reach

& some of Loves's ♥ friends

cause we don't really know them, & find it quite tired and bored

so we two left early @ around 3 plus

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GANMA TODAY !

Going out to eat with her & my family ♥ now.

Byebye ! (:

Alright, I'm back home !
Met Loves & Glenn ❤ @ AMK early on too (:
To eat Sushi , I didn't eat due to too full already!

Why does guys like girls being sexy?

Gan Ma Ma & Baby Chloe ❤

Me, Gan Ma & Baby Chloe ❤

Seriously, I look really un-glam in this two photo ):

Mommy & Baby Chloe ❤

Baby Chloe Princess ❤

Some Blur Photo As she's keep moving around (: ❤

If this photo is clear , I will find her action so cuteeeee ! ❤

CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! ❤

2010-09-03T20:21:00.001+08:00

LAST DAY OF WORK OF THE WEEK ! >3.

LOVE VICTORIA LIKE THIS ♥ ! (:

It's a boring day today

so I've actually messaged with over 10 people during my working hours this morning

Yeahyeah ! & somehow I met quite a few "new friend"

which everyone always call 猪朋狗友 (:

& I actually did went back home to take my charger during my break time

Seriously, without my phone I'll die then.

Okay ! Back home after work , so happy.

Played with my Beloved Chloe ! ♥

2010-08-31T19:14:00.003+08:00

Again it a boring day !

Well , today shall let the picture do the talks (:

You're still on my mind, yet you're not mine anymore
Can you heard me? Can you feel it?

You will always be the one I {{ Like }} , but not the one I {{ Love }} ♥

Alrights ! Does I look like I'm a office girl ?

Work-a-holic OKAY ! (:

I miss Baby Chloe So So So MUCHHHHHHHX ! ♥

Alrights !

End of the talks ! (:

Papaya Milk is good for health ~ (:

2010-08-30T18:59:00.001+08:00

All we need in life is the sense of love!

Begining of a new week ! (:

Head to work as usual, didn't get to sleep well last night

having a really bad headache today ):

But never mind, I slept through out my whole lunch time in office

Next party is going on !

2010-08-29T13:22:00.000+08:00

28 of Aug 2010 .

Being woke up super early by my Mommy ♥ to accompany her to my Aunty ♥ house!

Bring Baby Chloe ♥ along (:

Cab-ed go and back

reach home around evening

Not long after Jiejie ♥ called ! She's coming back home first to change with Royston ♥ & Boon Kiat ♥

then tgt cab go East Coast

Which is Angeline ♥ & Huishan ♥ BBQ Birthday Party !

Stay til around 10

Cab-ed down to Powerhouse !

to meet a group of Royston's friends

It was so damn pack, but was really fun

Met Pearlyn ♥ there too

with her group of friends!

Saw Yixiang ♥ there too , and also that Yixin

But I didn't not call her up

yeahyeah!

Awaiting for another party to go on then (: ♥

2010-08-26T20:54:00.005+08:00

Beauty Is Important To Everyone In Life ! (:

Alrights, story for today!

I found two video which I find it quite useful, maybe you guys can try it too

Home made mask! (:

Avocado Hair Mask Tutorial (Repairing hair mask)

Alrights! End of the videos!

And here are some of my beloved niece ♥ photo (:

Her small small hand holding my big big hand (:

2010-08-24T21:43:00.005+08:00

路再长，长不过双脚。天再寒，寒不过人心。

Hello Loves ! I'm back to blog.

Same as usual, working today! Nothing much to do still

Somehow I like dislike office wear

I feel bad by saying you irritating, but still thats my style

it hardly can be change

I really hate looking into the mirror to see my own face

it always make my day so down

well forget it then, shall not talk about this then

2010-08-21T00:53:00.004+08:00

STEP UP 3 !

New York's intense street dancing underground comes alive in eye-popping Digital 3D in the third installment of the "Step Up" franchise as the raw, passion-fueled culture goes global. A tight-knit group of street dancers, including Luke (Rick Malambri) and Natalie (Sharni Vinson), team up with NYU freshman Moose (Adam Sevani), and find themselves pitted against the world's best breakdancers in a high-stakes showdown that will change their lives forever.

Trailer 1 (3.31.10):

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Trailer 2 (8.3.10):

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TV Spot 1 (7.22.10):

TV Spot 2 (8.2.10):

TV Spot 3 (8.2.10):

Featurette (7.20.10):

Behind-the-Scenes Clip 1 - '3D' (7.20.10):

Behind-the-Scenes Clip 2 - 'Battling' (8.1.10):

Exclusive Video Interviews (8.5.10):

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Yeah ! I'm home :D

After work head to meet Jiejie, Loves & Glenn ♥ at Cine to catch our movie which is STEP UP 3 !

The 3D effect was really shiok can?!!!!! :D
THIS SHOW WAS REALLY NICE !!!

The dancers was like .. OH MY GOD !

Don't know what to say :D

After watching this movie , have got the arge to learn dancing then (:

Okay, soon.

Goodnight world . Bed time ~!

2010-08-20T09:26:00.001+08:00

Cherish what you have now >33.

Again is last day of the week of work day!

Same as usual, going to meet Loves, Glenn & Jiejie at Cine after work to catch a movie (:

the movie for today is Step Up 3 {{ 3D }} :D

Met Loves & Khinwai the day before at AMK HUB after work

to have our dinner at Suki Sushi

the sushi there was quite nice & cheap :D

Yeah ! after that , head to walk around & Slack

Lastly back home .

Okay, back to work , update when I'm back then .

2010-08-18T18:52:00.004+08:00

Un-happy!

Had my hair cut today, So happyyyyyyyyyyyy!.

Ronnie talked to me this morning, he asked me not to facebook-ing during my working hours

He say its not good to do so, as many people will comment about it

& this is not part of my job

Alrights, this my fault

I've got nothing to say back, so just forget it.

Went out to Toa Payoh area for a fieldwork training with ChengHow & another two Auditiors this afternoon

though its not part of my job, but I just have to take note of it

as I'll be doing the admin job

Something is pissing me off after I reach home

My Humun Resources told me that I'm not supposed to wear {{ mini skirt or so to work

as SOMEONE complain to them

F.yourmother uh! If I don't wear that, I've got no clothes already

wear shit ah?!

Forget it.

Bye!

2010-08-17T15:17:00.006+08:00

Would you love me back, if I say I love you?! ♥

It had been 1 month plus since I last entered The Nielsen Company

well peoples here was friendly

& I do enjoyed myself working here

I somehow miss schooling, I wondered when my dream will then be fulfill?

Never mind then

I shall just wait for that day to reach (:

Going to meet Parthip ♥ after work at Bugis

guess I won't be going late tonight as I am super tired uh

I need more rest then .

~~

Back home !
Saw someone at Bugis just now , which is Bernard Lim Kok Song
He didn't see me anyway
Somehow just miss ..

Well bed time
Goodnight world

2010-08-12T23:11:00.003+08:00

Un-wipeable Tears !

Seriously, I've got no idea what had actually happen to me. Recently I just don't feel it right, my attitude is getting worse, I don't know what I want, I just can't be bothered. I want to have a simple life.

All I want is those people who can really understand me! Can't you understand. I just wish everyone to know, NEVER EVER JUDGE ME IF YOU KNOW NUTS OF ME !

What you guys know about me, nothing !
{{ when I reply short text , you guys say I anti-social. - there's really nothing much for me to reply, why must I self-entertain or self-hyper? Does you guys know my life?
{{ when I choose to reply , and yet you say all those stupid thing to me , {{ I believe after helping you all this you won't bother to talk to me anymore # for tons of time }} make me feel super annyonging I won't even block you guys from my friend's list.
{{ when I choose to entertain you people in msn , doesn't mean that I'm easy.
{{ when I told you , I hate repeating myself over & over again , I mean it , but you guys just can't be bother by making me to repeat.
{{ I really hate people to mis-spell my name, Its given by my parent, I want you guys to repect it. You've got a name too? Do you wish me to mis-spell it? Do you feel happy when I spell it wrongly? I doubt no.

I'm just so tired.
Maybe somehow I should just change my nick back to Crymyself then Twinker.
After all , Im still Crymyself.
Cause no one had actually understand what I want.
Either I understand what I want.

2010-08-12T13:16:00.001+08:00

Yes I'm Happy ! :D

Well , I am working now ! Hahaha . Just had my lunch , kinda full then , I've decided not to eat during my break time from tomorrow onwards ! Really need to on diet already , I find myself so fat can ?!

Show you guys a photo !

Can you guys see me ?!

Hahaha .

Alright back to work , update when I'm back home !

Byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!.

Yeah ! I'm back home .

Today job was really really bored ,

Nothing much for me to do! I just like rotting at one corner.

Forget it then , at first I ask Ronnie , anything else for me to do?!

He replied: At the monent I've got nothing for you to do , so just wait for awhile later then -.-

Okay, never mind . I am so tired.

Don't know why, everyday after my lunch sure stomach pain one.

Is my stomach problem or the food?!

Maybe I should go consult a doctor then.

Okay! Thats all for today!

Teeveeeeeeeeeeeeeee Time! (:

2010-08-10T21:43:00.001+08:00

Start work today after a holiday, I'm feeling kinda tired today, don't know why then :/ Nothing much for me to do during my work, well ! There's a gathering for my company on this month end 27th of Aug at AMK HUB Hong Guan ! Was thinking should I attend?! Mhm , & there's a singing contest during the gathering . I'm not going to join , Hahaha .

Back home after work, get changed. Head to Toa Payoh Centre with my beloved parent ♥ had our dinner, then train-ed down to Orchard to meet my Darling Pearlyn ♥ ! Shop for awhile, accompany her for dinner. Then train-ed home, kinda early now, but I am just going to online awhile, & head to bed.

Tiring day ! So yeah .
Should have a really really good rest :D
Goodnight world ♥

2010-08-08T13:16:00.003+08:00

7 Aug 2010 !

Happy 21 Birthday To My Jiefu Jonathan Ang !

Head to Jiefu house with Glenn to pass him present , stay awhile then bus-ed to Cine ! :D Meet Loves , & Khinwai there . Walk around , we saw the model of orchard , not long after , we were bored & , cab-ed to Ecp ! Resort :D

Enjoyed my day last night :D Everyone was like so high ! Saw some friends there's too ~

Meeting my darling Pearlyn later on , yeahyeah .
Will update when I'm back then .
Love you guys ! ♥

2010-08-05T10:04:00.000+08:00

Lucky , you are fine ! ♥

Didn't attended work today , cause of something happen , cause you know you know , I am going to .. now . So yeah . Update when I'm back then .

Goodbye .

2010-08-02T15:36:00.000+08:00

Up til today , that sentance still up in my mind . I just can't get rid of the reason you actually given me to remove you from my life .

Up til now , I still can't understand why my tears can just drip off like that each time I thought of ..

2010-08-01T11:55:00.000+08:00

31th of July .

Accompany Jiejie go interview a admin job at Jurong East , which is a Spring Collage International School . I find the job scope quite simple and relax , just that I find the contract very suck , so die die ask Jiejie not to sign up for the job (:
After the interview , head to have our breakfast at the opposite coffee , then trained down to Clarke Quay , meet up with Angeline , Hui Shan & Royston ! (: He bring our to a place which can play block game ! (: Mhm , I find the rules and service there kinda suck , but then never mind then .

I enjoyed my playing there ! (:
Was supposed to meet Khinwai & Glenn . But Khinwai book out late , Glenn not feeling well , & I'm half dead ! So yeah , all decided to stay at home and rest (:

For today plan , no plan yet , I'll update again then (:

2010-07-29T19:10:00.002+08:00

I am trying so hard to pull myself together .

2010-07-28T22:02:00.000+08:00

I am feeling very sleepyhead recently , totally have got not enough sleep :/ oh my god , I feel like sleeping so much during my working hours ! How am I going to keep myself awake ? I feel like admin is like a rubbish job man ! All the rubbish thing keep throw to me to do , my duty is data entry , but then why am I doing those slot letter , sending letter job ? Thats wasn't my job scope I think , forget it , at least there is something for me to kill time .

I am missing someone ,
I wish to have a shoulder there for me to lie on , I am so tired and feeling so lonely!
None of you have ever thought of my feeling before , and without any hasitating, you kill me with a sharp knife.

Goodnight world .

2010-07-26T23:10:00.002+08:00

Well a Happy Birthday to my Boss today (:

对别人仁慈，就是对自己残忍。

Do you guys think that way too ?! I am having a really bad moodswing recently. Somehow I am missing someone badly. I text-ed him last night, and he did replied. Which is, do I know you? Who you are? How do you get my number from? Some irritating text to me! Don't feel like reading such message at all.

I keep thinking, keep thinking.
What have I done to deserve all these from all the relationship I've entered to, did I done something wrong? Am I not good enough to you guys?! Its been half a year since I'm last attached. I am afraid to step into another new relationship. I am tired of all that bitter love feeling.

难道人总是那么容易被遗忘吗？
得不到，已失去！

2010-07-25T20:41:00.001+08:00

BY LOOKING INTO THE MIRROR

I FEEL SO DEPRESSED ):

SIGH !~ MOODSWING . BAD MOOD !

FEEL LIKE CRYING *

WHEN WILL THEN MY SKIN FULLY RECOVER ?!

2010-07-25T15:45:00.002+08:00

UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE!

Met Love, Glenn, & Khinwai the day before , meet Love at Amk first to have her lunch & also to collect my blouse from the blogshop people . Well , we can't find the way there , and we actually walked one big round to the blk 331 -.- super hot , we sweat like nobody business can .

After that Glenn came , then we trained down to Dhoby , walk over to the don't know what road , which I don't know how to spell , okay whatever . to do our face threading ! (: done ! walk-ed to Bugis street ! (: Shopping sprees ! Shop til around 7 plus 8 , bus-ed down to Cine to meet Jiejie there to catch our movie at 12 mid-night :D

After movie , cab-ed back to Jiejie house , take care of my beloved Niece Chloe , I am so tired now , but then okay uh (: Hahaha. The movie was nice , should catch another movie next friday , will update again .

2010-07-21T13:06:00.000+08:00

Baby Chloe Is So Cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2010-07-20T19:33:00.000+08:00

Was feeling very unwell last night , can't do my work properly ! -.- Reach home , have bit of rice , head to rest awhile , end up , I rest from 7pm plus til this morning 7.30am ! :/ A kinda long rest , think I am really sick then , head to work as usual :D

Well , today was really bored . Nothing much to do then and I've finished all the job that I need to be done , don't know what should I do for tomorrow alreasdy , Oh my god ! ~ Today I need to fork out a $5 for Jeff birthday cake next week , Mhm , okay uh ! (:

Baby Chloe is going home tonight , will miss you then (:
Goodnight .

2010-07-18T12:49:00.001+08:00

17th Of July ! (:

Meet Junlong , Alicia , Glenn , Benny ! (: Went to Cine to buy movie tickets ! :D {{ 9 Temples }} well this show is super boring and no link , totally don't understand whats the story line talking about !

Before going for our movie , we've got 7 hours to go , so we decided to go shopping spress ! Ion , Bugis Then Pool ! Jeral was here too . At Pool Fusion . Saw someone there , which is , Bernard Lim ! Never mind then , whats past is past , don't worry be happy ! :D Hahaha .

Not long after , Me , Alicia , Glenn back to Bugis to shop , & when Junlong they'll done , came over to find us , then bus-ed to Cine to catch our show (:

Going out today again with my loves they all (:
Update when I'm back.

2010-07-16T12:59:00.000+08:00

Good afternoon Peeps ! (:

Yes ! I am working now , so bored can ?! Just finish having my lunch , so full uh (: Hahaha . Mhm , not going to sun tanning tomorrow anymore then , as see sunshine really doesn't suit me , I prefer a fairer skin after all . Mhm , but I am going to meet Glen , Alicia Loves they all going out to shopping spress ! Woooohoooooo ! ~ Can't wait for saturday to reach man :D

Baby chloe is at my house now . Hahaha , cause of my stupid Jiejie uh , going for her holiday trip . Mhm . But never mind , I'll take care of Baby chloe then , remember to buy me present when coming back ah ! If you forget I chop your head off , Hahaha , joking only uh ! :D

Byebye , update when I'm back then .
back to work (: Hahaha .
Miss me guys ~ Sarang heyo !

2010-07-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

First Field Trip ! (:

Head to work this morning ! (: Sleepyhead can ?! I am so tired tired tired uh . Well well , at first I've got nothing to do at all , as I've already done with my work since yesterday (: Wahaha , around 11 plus , Ronnie bring me out for my Field Trip , as my today training :D I'm a auditors today . Wooohooooo ! ~

Our first destination is Toa Payoh Entertainment Fair Price there (: He teach-ed me how to scann the items & what to key after scanning it :/ Around 12 plus , I went Fork & Spoon for my Lunch with my Daddy & Mommy & also BoyBoy ! (: After eating , My Parent accompany me back to the Fair Price as they're going there to purchase something ..

Not long after , Ronnie & I cabb-ed down to Saragoon North . He teach-ed me how to use the scanner to count the stocks ! Hahaha , Being a auditors was really fun ! (: Hope to come out play more often then .

After learner everything , we head to Coffee shop to relax awhile . He treated me drink , around 3 plus , he let me off for job , Hahaha , Early end work so happy can ?! (:

Working tomorrow , Cya ! :D

Baby Chloe Is Coming Tomorrow , I Love YOU ! ~
Sarang heyo ! Goodnight world (:

2010-07-11T14:45:00.002+08:00

So enjoyed party last night .

It been 1/2 a year since I last PARTY ! ~

At first we went Town shopping , then wait for everyone to reach , train-ed down to Boat Quay , Our first destination is Whiskey Bar , arounf 3 am plus we head to V4 , around 5 plus . The last destination we head to is Nana . (:

So tired can now ?! That stupid Glen cannot take it one , so early go home liao . & Jiejie too then , go accompany Jiefu . But never mind uh , I can enjoy myself too . I really hate waiting for cab after drinking , No cab at all , super inpatient can?! Wna on call cab , also fully booked , what the !

Going to Royston house now . Update when I'm back .

JieJie & Alicia Darling (:
~~   Alicia Darling (:   ME ME ME ! ~ (:   Khinwai & Lirong (:   MingKang & Alicia Darling (:   Beloved Sister ! (:   SARANG HEYO! (:   Alicia Darling & Lirong (:   ~~
  Alicia Darling & Glenn (:
  Alicia Darling & Khinwai (:   Girl's Love (:
  ~~   Me & Alicia Darling (:   Self-loved Glenn (:   Khinwai , Alicia Darling & Glenn (:   ~~